Another Year Over

To anybody reading this (if anybody reads this?)I hope you had a very merry Christmas and I hope you have a really fantastic new year!!!

I spent Christmas with my family and it was very nice.The day went very well and I got through it okay.I got some really cool Star Wars stuff (yeah I admit it I`m a nerd) and some make up and some other nice stuff for Christmas.I am very grateful for that a spent a really nice day with my family.I also gave them gifts and made cookies for them.It was just a really nice day.

This year has been difficult.I just try to get through it day by day.Some days are worse than others.Some days I feel so sad and on other days I feel numb and empty inside.On other days I feel them all at the same time.I haven`t been able to shake this depression I`m currently in.I don`t think some of the meds do much for me.I mean,I don`t expect them to make me instantly happy or anything but I was hoping for something good to happen.Another year has passsed and I`m still a worthless loser in this world.I haven`t found my place on this universe.Where do I belong?I really don`t know. A great deal of the time I feel pretty lonely.I do love music and that sometimes helps.I`m grateful for that.I`m listening to music right now.Anyway I keep walking on hopeful that someday my situation will improve.






















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Proud of you, Tibbs. Keep on truckin' lol As if there's much of a choice....
 
scumbag;bt5188 said:
Proud of you, Tibbs. Keep on truckin' lol As if there's much of a choice....


Thanks S.

I know you`re right.The alternative is not much better lol .I`m trying though.
 

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