I went to the psych today. I told him my anxiety was still very bad and that I still was having trouble sleeping. He prescribed lithium for me today. I`m really,really scared to take it after reading all about the side effects online.He thinks it might help with someone with my condition.I`m still really scared though.I`ll also have to have my levels to checked.Which I read was blood draws.Right now I`m scared,upset and down.Sometimes I feel like I`m living in a nightmare.I just want to be better.I don`t want to have to take meds. I`m just so frightened and tired.Actually I am terrified.I wish I was someone else right now.I really wish I wasn`t me.