That`s how I feel sometimes.Like I am dead inside. Everything I see is grey.I can`t see color anymore.I can`t enjoy the things that once gave me pleasure. I feel so, so blue yet at the same time feel nothing. I can`t feel happy.I`ve come to dread the night when the anxiety usually hits me. All I want to do is sleep because then I don`t have to think about this and plus it makes the time pass faster.It`s not like I want to die but living just hurts so much right now.