I guess I`ve been having a tough time of it lately.Earlier this week I had to go the emergency room again.I was having an allergic reaction to one of my meds.So now I have to go off of this medication.That one had replaced the lithium which I had to go off because of it`s unwanted side effects. It`s been really difficult and I am tired. I am tired of failing.
Things have also been emotionally/mentally difficult for me.I try to positive and keep going but sometimes it`s just so hard.It`s hard to be positive and keep smiling when this just hurts so much.I want so much to be happy and content.I don`t know why things have been so hard lately.These years that I have dealt with my mental illness have never been easy but lately it has been getting more and more difficult.I just want to feel better.I`m so sick of feeling so sad,so worried,so tired most of the time.It`s hard to remember myself before all of this.
Things have also been emotionally/mentally difficult for me.I try to positive and keep going but sometimes it`s just so hard.It`s hard to be positive and keep smiling when this just hurts so much.I want so much to be happy and content.I don`t know why things have been so hard lately.These years that I have dealt with my mental illness have never been easy but lately it has been getting more and more difficult.I just want to feel better.I`m so sick of feeling so sad,so worried,so tired most of the time.It`s hard to remember myself before all of this.