I went to the zoo with him yesterday, just the 2 of us. It was so easy and comfortable, we talked and laughed in ways I can't with anyone else.
We played chess on a little travel set I'd bought him for when he was finding communication difficult but as it was we talked all the way through the game.
I managed not to try and hold his hand or stand too close to him this time, mostly because we weren't drinking I guess, but on the way back I did hug him and kiss his neck, any excuse.
I wish so much that he'd just kiss me back, that he'd put his arms around me and hold me forever.
We played chess on a little travel set I'd bought him for when he was finding communication difficult but as it was we talked all the way through the game.
I managed not to try and hold his hand or stand too close to him this time, mostly because we weren't drinking I guess, but on the way back I did hug him and kiss his neck, any excuse.
I wish so much that he'd just kiss me back, that he'd put his arms around me and hold me forever.
