My Old Friend

I`ve really been missing you my old friend.I`ve been missing the relief you used to bring me.I remember the peace.....peace maybe that`s not the right word.I remember you used to make me feel better... well at least for a little while.You used to help me let out everything I can`t say out loud.You used to help me scream it and then make me feel like I had released it.I miss you my old friend but I hate you too.

I hate you because you are a liar and you lied to me.I hate you because your so called relief has cost me so much.You said I would feel better and I did until I needed you again.You said it wouldn`t cost much but it did.I hate you my old friend because all you left me with is all these ugly scars that I`m so ashamed of.And still I miss you my old friend because I still need you.

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Name it, blame it, shame it and set flame to it!
With friends like that....
Good exercise in externalizing a behaviour and dismissing it!
I wish you continued healing!
Love always,
charlie xo
 
My Only Weakness;bt5095 said:
Name it, blame it, shame it and set flame to it!
With friends like that....
Good exercise in externalizing a behaviour and dismissing it!
I wish you continued healing!
Love always,
charlie xo


Thanks Charlie for your always positive comments.I hope everything is well and good with you.

Love,

Tibbs
 

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