I have a deep sense of sadness inside of me.It never leaves me and never goes away.I`ve been this way a very long time.It`s so deep inside of me that it hurts my body.My stomach aches and burns and my head hurts.I get so desperate sometimes.....I don`t really want to die but I just want this pain to end.At times I really can`t stand living inside this head anymore.I get so exhausted of living this waste of a life.When I wake up in the morning I say to myself here`s another day you`ve got to get through with all this sh!t going on inside of your head.I feel as though I am sinking deeper and deeper into this depression.It feels like a bottomless pit.
In the morning it`s hard to get out of bed but the evenings are worse for me.I guess it`s when I feel the most alone and it`s when my racing,anxious thoughts are at their worst.I feel like I never have any peace and it`s become harder and harder to live like this.I don`t know why I am writing all this.I guess I just had to get some of this off my chest.
In the morning it`s hard to get out of bed but the evenings are worse for me.I guess it`s when I feel the most alone and it`s when my racing,anxious thoughts are at their worst.I feel like I never have any peace and it`s become harder and harder to live like this.I don`t know why I am writing all this.I guess I just had to get some of this off my chest.
