Sometimes I think I can`t take this one minute more.Sometimes it`s just okay.I try to hold it together on the outside,I try to let everyone think I`m okay.I think they can tell I`m not.I feel like it gets harder and harder to keep everything inside.It feels awful to feel this way inside.My psychiatrist has upped the dosage on one my meds.He added a new one last month ....well it`s sort of new I`ve taken it before.I`m still dealing with this horrible,awful depression but the new med combo has helped a tiny bit.Also I`m dealing with night time anxiety.I just have to keep trying I guess.What else can I do ?I`m just so tired and afraid.