You`re Really Not Okay Are You?

That`s what the psych said when he asked me how I was and I said I was okay. He told me I was the saddest person he had seen in a while. I guess I`m good at something after all.

The wait was long today as I sat in that uncomfortable waiting room. I like the psych he`s nice but the receptionists are something different.They didn`t tell him I had arrived and I just think they don`t have very good manners or are very professional.I couldn`t stand their loud giggling .My psych apologized to me about the wait.Like I said he was very nice.

I do not do very well with change so it is always difficult to go see him no matter what.I do miss my former psych who retired. Then I had another one who was also very nice.This one is nice too.But I am very shy and new people are a little bit hard with me to deal with.I`m never unfriendly though.Like I said change is hard.Also I am not a really talkative person so talking about how I am feeling is also so difficult for me.He even commented you only talk when I ask you a question.I hate being the way I am I wish I was a more confident person.

I start with a new therapist soon.I really liked my former one but it`s not covered anymore.I felt super comfortable with him and that usually doesn`t come easy to me.Anyway we`ll see how that goes.

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