Dinner with Aunt Stella

Eternal vigilance.

The concept of "fixation" exists in a type of double-edged sword reality. In alchemical terms it describes that moment when you realize the ghost is real, the "embodying of the spirit" which constitutes the descending movement of the greater work. TB writes "Whereas the lesser work has as it's goal the regaining of the original purity and receptivity of the soul (I think he loves me. I'm almost sure of it. I mean Meredith did rub against my legs as I was doing dishes yesterday after I talked about someone to be around while doing dishes...) the goal of the greater work is the illumination of the soul by the revelation of the Spirit within it. (He got it. :eek: And he uses it. )

Having said that, at dinner last night with Jonathan's aunt, we realized we both suffer from the same heart defect. That's how she came about telling me about her doctor concluding that electrical stuff can be fixed, like passionate spirits can fix an electrical shortage or a broken phone (typing from it now thanks to apple.com) so as to hinder communication. After dinner (BJ's of all places, Joachim and Boaz you sneaky pillars you!) I thanked Aunt Stella for the meal she purchased and told her since we were AV Malformation Sisters that we should each wear a half of a broken heart. She laughed. We went on our way. Much more was communicated but I only have enough brainpower for this story.

So in other news two parts of a set shared on separate continents and the realization that real volitazation might be taking place is beyond tear-inducing. You sleep on yin, I cuddle with yang. But keeping in mind that alchemy is red white and black, I have to, HAVE to put my dreamy fixed white thoughts on the back burner because it could be fixed in black. The mischievous fixation of fixed horse races and blackjack games. The red of course will be the Phoenix that rises from the ashes of this conundrum of thought, but until then it is safer to not believe, lest my heart be once again broken by an interview that shows no realization of silly Cinderella.

If the spiritualization of the body is real and you sleep on it, God bless you. I am speechless. If the fixation of the volatile is crooked to continue the bird signing, God help you.

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