Sunday 07/30/2017, 443pm. I am panting, out of breath. I fall to the floor. I look up to the ceiling and swipe a towel across my wet face. I need a moment to let my heart recover. This lullaby swirls in my ear, escorting me on my transition from pain to comfort and respite. I feel. I feel everything in this moment. All spirits are calmed. As it ends five minutes and eighteen seconds later, I turn on my side to slowly rise. I am floating, I am whole, I am radiant.
Music is otherworldly, comparative and chosen to fit. From the depths of personal hell or the spiritual heights of power, it finds it patron to work its magic. I just assume that every listener of music feels this way. I believe I am wrong though. It is that intense for me and for most here I gather.
Sworn to secrecy, I might go after school
She was an angel, I saw her swimming there
I am in such a mess I can't cope with this
She just teases me, pretends she can't see me here
So let me go up there I can be fresh air
Stay with you all night, just let me love you
Just for a while or two
Be with you all night be with you all night
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
Just let me be here, I won't tell anyone
Don't wanna wake up, don't wanna wake up
The blind lead the blind, so I can't help find my way
This could be heaven I don't know where I am
I am too scared to come out from behind here
My body is aching it feels like it's wearing me
So let me go up there, I can be fresh air
Stay with you all night, just let me love you
Just for a while or two
Be with you all night, be with you all night
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
Just let me be here, I won't tell anyone
Don't wanna wake up, don't wanna wake up
Music is otherworldly, comparative and chosen to fit. From the depths of personal hell or the spiritual heights of power, it finds it patron to work its magic. I just assume that every listener of music feels this way. I believe I am wrong though. It is that intense for me and for most here I gather.
Sworn to secrecy, I might go after school
She was an angel, I saw her swimming there
I am in such a mess I can't cope with this
She just teases me, pretends she can't see me here
So let me go up there I can be fresh air
Stay with you all night, just let me love you
Just for a while or two
Be with you all night be with you all night
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
Just let me be here, I won't tell anyone
Don't wanna wake up, don't wanna wake up
The blind lead the blind, so I can't help find my way
This could be heaven I don't know where I am
I am too scared to come out from behind here
My body is aching it feels like it's wearing me
So let me go up there, I can be fresh air
Stay with you all night, just let me love you
Just for a while or two
Be with you all night, be with you all night
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
'Til I fall asleep, 'til I fall asleep
Just let me be here, I won't tell anyone
Don't wanna wake up, don't wanna wake up
