Trinity is reckless trash. Why does she bother attending the tours? When she's not punching someone, she is a zoned out corpse taking up space on the front row everyday. The girl likes her drugs and her fighting. Quite a few lonely crew members banged her and then a concerned friend of hers revealed to me she has a fiance at home (California). Someone should tell the poor idiot. My thought is she is using him for the money for tour because we all know she doesn't work. She is reckless trash and she is dangerous.
Chris Wilde is a c*** and he has a c***. Paul lives in his c***. Stephen seems nice enough but only likes Morrissey for his looks. Chris Wilde formerly had a boyfriend he was in love with but then he passed away. Chris Wilde presently is in love with bossing people around and making rules for controlling people. He has this issue and should not be on the tours because he makes it bad for everyone else. People want to go to see a concert, people don't want to worry about if they are breaking rules made up by someone there for the same concert. Paul will try to enforce it also but it makes him look bad. It is not true that any of them are fans of Kristeen Young but the rest is correct.
It comes as a shock that everybody has yet to mention Julian. He leaves a bad taste in the mouth and he is the worst of them all. The word was that he was Julia's bodyguard. I happen to know that that's not true, he only looks the part by looking more bored and less impressed with Morrissey then even the security guards at any given venue. The reason he is there with Julia for special treatment is he sells the drugs to the band and crew members if they want them. He is there to make money, it is business to him. Everyday he is taking up space at the front. He acts like a security guard and uses intimidation to bully other concert goers.
I have stewed on this since a friend showed me this post last night, thinking how silly and frivolous it is to get involved in internet drama, and how even the people being spoken poorly of in this thread are mature enough to not give it a second thought. I understand why our other friends haven't posted here. but you know what? It makes me angry.
Nearly all of the people being mentioned are friends of mine, ranging from a couple of my best friends to acquaintances, but I hold all of them dear to my heart. I'm here with an actual login and a real name (chrissie, reachable at
[email protected]) wasting part of my Tuesday afternoon to say how utterly ridiculous it is that any clueless anonymous children are doing the same to trash people that they obviously know nothing about.
These are people I've known for years, that I met each individually through Morrissey's music and tours. Each of them has shown me kindness and love unparalled in the other communities and subcultures I grew up in - punk, hardcore, straightedge - communities that are supposed to be accepting of all of us weirdos and outcasts, but, surprise! were more often filled with the same kind of middle-school drama that I'm looking at here.
Trinity was the first to show up at my door, holding two giant bags of chocolate, when I had my great heartbreak, and has always been there if I needed a friend. Chayane has driven an hour from his house, to my work, then forty minutes to my house, then another half hour back to his house just to deliver me safely home from work when I was stranded one night. He wouldn't let me give him gas money. Did I forget to mention that his main job over the past few years has been assisting special-needs adults? The two of them are always the first to offer if I need any help in life. Trinity is not engaged. Julian has never tried to sell me drugs. I'm almost convinced that those kinds of comments were just some mischevious little elf trying to fuel the fire - but then I realize that someone probably actually believes that, which is insane in itself. On my only trip to England, Chris showed such kindness to me and all of my American friends that he had never met before, without any snobbery or judgement, that it has left an unsurpassed impression on me nearly five years later. All of these people love Morrissey, truly, as much as anyone I've ever met. They are sincere people; I wouldn't waste my time with anything less.
Oh. And I've stayed with many of these people while traveling and all of them have showered. ???
I don't have any real desire to attack the people saying these things, albeit from the comfort of namelessness, but merely to be one of the voices speaking up for the people who have always been there for me. I don't know where I'd be without the friends I've met through Morrissey. We are all looking for something. When someone else finds that something in the same thing that you do, those are probably not the people you should be fighting against. There are bigger demons to fight.
Yours,
C.