Thanks for that RB
My long-term oldest most kind and sweetest friend died yesterday after a long illness. It was expected, but later rather than sooner
The devastation I feel is totally cataclysmic and shocking in the extreme and I will never be the same again
The lonliness I feel already is soul destroying, and almost ironic, as death was playing on my mind, but I now know just why
I always valued them, and I'm absolutely gutted, as already miss them so much, words can't describe, and will forever feel lonely without them
