thnks for the kind words, and the one who wrote a PM
to them, hope yer OK now, and I'm well aware of tapering, coming of those,
been to clinics many many times,but can't handle the fysical pain in combination with psch probs
and all the pills are
legaly prescriped, I get them 2 weekly by the chemist.
well I can write a book, but it may sound odd, life is much better than past
century, just one thing keeps hunting me, never saying "sorry, I love you dad"
on that horrible end febr 1999 a part of me died to
I'm the son and heir, and the end of the family line
but enjoy life, don't moan or sit behind the curtains, did that, after my ammonia and being in IC and kept in coma 5 days, when I was out, and time
gave it a place in my mind,I'm a lucky bastard that I'm still there, so now
I'm seeking something to do to fill my days [difficult story how our labour
sickness, psych. level is, but that's my current status and want out of it,
but don't get help, they just send me money every month] and feel that
I'm more a part of society, but I walk at least an hour, not running, just relaxed walking, but something to do, helping old people or whatever so
my mind is more stable to get of the meds
thanks you
you live 1 time, take life 5 times at average speed, not like I did
If something bad happens[not really traumatic things] don't act impuldive,
wait, sleep a night, and things mostly are seeing brighter, at least, it did
with me a lot
not drowning but waving
because we must