" I was wasting my time trying to fall in love, disapointment came to me and booted me and bruised and hurt me"
Don't rake up my mistakes, I know exactly what they are
(those alone, and with)
and what do you do... well, you just SIT THERE
'Oh, the pain in my arms
Oh, the pain in my legs
Oh, my shiftless body.'
TO SAY THE LEAST: truly disappointed
truly, truly, truly
"by friday this life has killed me"
"Goodbye house, forever!"
I never stole a happy hour around here
Truly I do love you
Oh, truly I do love you
When I sleep with that picture of
You framed beside my bed
"I am a poor freezingly cold soul, so far from where I intended to go."
"And if I seem a little strange
Well, that's because I am"
Every day I play
a sad game called
in the future when all's well
...and:
"girl least likely to"
"girl afraid"
"half a person"
"heaven knows I'm miserable now"
"Behind the hatred there lies a murderous desire for love...How can they hear me say those words
Still they don't believe me ?
And if they don't believe me now will they ever believe me ?"
"And you find that you've organised your feelings for people who didn't like you then and do not like you now"(dicartwright)
"In my life Why do I smile At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye?"
"life is a pigsty"
"Its not natural, normal or kind The flesh you so fancifully fry The meat in your mouth
As you savour the flavour Of murder"
"I once had a dream and it never came true, and time is against me now".
"Gasping, Dying.. but somehow still alive"
"Say, would you let me cry, on your shoulder...?"
"there's nothing I can do with this desire"
"a strange fear gripped me and I just couldn't ask"
"There is another world, there is a better world... Well, there must be."
"how I dearly wish I was not here"
"Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well, enough said..I know it's over, still I cling I don't know where else I can go
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See the sea wants to take me The knife wants to slit me
Do you think you can help me?...It takes guts to be gentle and kind"
"freedom is wasted on me"
et cetera, et cetera...