Well I saw my psych on wednesday.I told him everything I`ve been feeling.I also told him about my sleeping.I told him I`ve gone two days without sleep.He also told me maybe exercise would help that.He asked me if I was still cutting.I said yes and told him I was burning myself too.I burnt myself 8 times with a candle lighter.He seemed kind of shocked when I told him that.I also got kind of bad news when I saw him.He told me he was retiring in June.He said he was trying to find a replacement but if didn`t in time he would write a letter to my primary doctor to prescribe me my meds.I don`t know about talking to a new doctor about all my stuff.I think that`s going to be difficult.I guess we`ll see about that.
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I Hurt Myself Today To See If I Still Feel I Focus On The Pain The Only Thing That`s Real
~ Johnny Cash Version~
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I Hurt Myself Today To See If I Still Feel I Focus On The Pain The Only Thing That`s Real
~ Johnny Cash Version~