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After quite a while of not hurting myself,I gave in again.It called and called me.But the urge was so,so strong.I just needed it so badly.I had to let everything out that I was holding inside.I can`t let those things out with words,I just can`t. I`ve been trying so hard,I`ve been trying so hard.I don`t want to do this to myself anymore.I don`t want these ugly scars.I just look at them sometimes and I think look at what you`ve done to yourself,nobody will ever,ever love you.
Sometimes I want to really,really hurt myself really badly.Then you will know how bad it gets in here.I want to scream and shout but I remain quiet.
I want to get better.I want to feel life out from underneath this black cloud that follows me around.
After quite a while of not hurting myself,I gave in again.It called and called me.But the urge was so,so strong.I just needed it so badly.I had to let everything out that I was holding inside.I can`t let those things out with words,I just can`t. I`ve been trying so hard,I`ve been trying so hard.I don`t want to do this to myself anymore.I don`t want these ugly scars.I just look at them sometimes and I think look at what you`ve done to yourself,nobody will ever,ever love you.
Sometimes I want to really,really hurt myself really badly.Then you will know how bad it gets in here.I want to scream and shout but I remain quiet.
I want to get better.I want to feel life out from underneath this black cloud that follows me around.
