Two hours ago, I was still sure I'd end up insane with cabin fever today, with all the rain and cold outside. The plan was to get out of my mind first, before the cabin fever can succeed. But, no, the heating system seems to have died during the night, and now it looks as if I will die of cabin hypothermia within the next three hours or so instead. I am shivvering while typing my final words with numb fingers. I called someone for help, but ususally they don't care, and then people are found frozen to death in their homes. My lil finger was first to go completely bloodless and lily white, can't feel anything there. Left foot will be next.