So do any of these female users
want to be on Robert's 'Poll'?
Honestly Cornie
I really still was operating under the now obviously mistaken impression that this whole crush business of mine was 99.9999 % a joke
its a f***ing poll for christsake, I believed that such was enough to put it in the proper context
as always, I have given my fellow posters at Solo more credit than they deserve
and now I will do my best to not only remember that there is a despicable mean spirited to some here, that well, really defines most of what they post
but also that a fair number of people here are well, there is no nice way to put it
some of you are just f***ing dumb, or extraordinary lazy in how much thought you put into what you think someone means on "here"
I do not think you practice it much what I would call "out loud"
I do not think some here have even the vaguest notion of how to construct a "lifelike" image of many of the other people here.
least of all, someone like me, who most people I know think I am "deeply misunderstood"
Which may be true, but I avoid feeling such, if at all possible, at least in the real world. Of course, in the real world, I am able to confront problems with others head on, and I have found that a remarkable number of the people who seem to really like me, well, they really did not at first. But in the end these are people that come to decide that a little confrontation, once a while, is OK(with me), because I really do try to always work things out!
Sadly, I feel none of this is possible with many online, or at least online here.
Whether it be the painfully high level of introvertedness one senses from all those silently read screens by the mostly "lurking" people here
Or the kind of pro-active, planned, passive aggressive sniping commonly seen here.
Or the "Internet Asperger's Syndrome" I feel is present here and I am wary of, by that I mean that I, myself, both fear behaving in a manner less empathic than I would otherwise. And I also see that deficit in the posts of others.
So given such obstacles in communication, I suppose I should feel honored that you would imply that "my poll" meant something to anyone on it Cornie
Cuz here goes, I guess I am going to have to admit the truth "for the record'.
The truth is this poll in not really at all a reflection of how I feel about any poster here other than just being the tiniest of "thumbs up"
I have only ever had one
real online crush and she does not post here anymore!
And if you must know, when I started the 1st poll in 2009, I was mainly inspired to do so because for the first 3 or 4 months after my ban was lifted
Well, I'd say about half the personal messages I received were other people asking me about her, or some other related yada, yada, yada
So I made a poll specifically without her name in it.
And it worked, people stopped asking me about her anymore, thx!
Shit, then 2010 came and I just thought I'd continue to my tradition of stupid polls I think are funny.
My mistake and for my final one in this thread, next I will tell you why I put those names on there!